Abba, I promised You a year of faithfulness and wow how fast that year went by. I am lost standing on Your promises. I fall and I stumble too. I thank You for the Holy Spirit and Your son for saving me. For allowing me to get back up again. These promises Yah, Im starting to feel like Abram now. Like how. Like you gave me dates and stuff. Its getting close. Just reassure me Abba. Forgive me where I fall short. I need Your help. Send me a sign. Send me some goodness. I need something good Abba. I love You.

Abba, I release all distractions to you. My mind runs in a million directions and sometimes I cant focus on you. And still all I want is You. To know You, to prove to others that You are real. You don't need me to fight Your battles I need You. So I ask you Abba to cleanse me of all negativity. I choose to live in your light with Your guidance and integrity. Abba I want to use the gifts you gave me to magnify You. Show me the way. Show me how to give You glory. Although I need to see Your glory. You don't even need me to give You glory. Your God alone all powerful, all mighty. A God who gave Sarah and Abraham a promise and delivered. A God who had Jonah swallowed by a whale. A God who led Samson to pursue a foreigner so You could get glory. So God show out in me so You can get glory but keep me mindful of You. To always want to be in Your presence to always want more of You, because Abba Your bigger than I could ever imagine. I will never know you fully You are vast and my God you spoke into the vast and created the Heavens and the Earth. I could never fully know your full power Your full hand. So show me your presence. Get Glory out of my life. I give my heart to You. I remember Your power and Your promises. You are not a man, You cannot lie and so I trust Your promises will come to pass. Time means nothing to the God who created time, who created language, who mixed things up. Who gave us freewill and knew I would always come back to You.
I love You Abba. Always and forever. More of Your glory My Love. More of Your glory.