YHWY, I want you to be bigger than love because you are love. I want you to be bigger than confusion because your the prince of peace. I need you to be everything that I am searching for because you have all the answers. If its not in your will then I don't want it. How can the created thing long for something the creator didn't create for them. So Yah take it all please. Take it all away, the things You don't want me to have and then give me peace. Fill me with ease because I have You and if I have You everything will be ok. I need You. that's it that's all. Help me where I am unsure. Help me. I need You.