When you finally understand the phrase "Sometimes we laugh to keep from crying". I feel like Im drowning and no ones coming to save me. Life is a trip and Im just trying to stay a float. God these are test right? Could You help me please. Send some relief. Some assurance that I can get through this, that one day it will all make sense. I am trying to do Your will and not go off on my own path. What is your will? How long will I be here in the valley? Please help me to know that Your beside me. Please help me to know what to do next. Im lost and nothing makes sense. Im not depressed but I am feeling pretty low.