Honesty hour, every time I'm with KD I miss Fitness Man like crazy. I know I shouldn't but its just that with KD everything is so wrong we sit in silence we take constant jabs at each other and with Fitness Man it just flowed. It was natural there was no awkwardness between us,his presence just fit. Like he was always meant to be in my life.
I deleted and blocked Fitness Man about two weeks ago from everything and I keep looking for the ram in the bush lol. I keep looking for the "Surprise Angela, Fitness Man is really suppose to be your husband Im just preparing his heart for you" As if the world revolves around me. I know and I trust that if God tells me to give something up that He has something better in mind. And that better could just be being single and Im ok with that. God knows way better than I do. That's my motto. Take my will God. Take my feet. Take my heart. Use my voice. All to your glory.