Day 20 Jesus over ritual

So, you go to church every Sunday and you say your prayers every night. Can you honestly say that you have a relationship with Christ? For example I used to go through the ritual of religion I would go to church every Wednesday night and Sunday morning I volunteered to lead in worship and even participated in choir. But when I got home I still lived in sin. There was no relationship with Christ. It took a series of unfortunate events to lead me to relationship. Relationship is being Christ led. I'm still going to go to church every Sunday and I'm still going to participate in activities as God leads me. I'm going to talk to God about my day. I'm going to know that even though I have a had really bad day and want to get into bed with someone to numb it that I can take it to Jesus instead. What I do matters to God. And there is no ritual that can get me closer to him. I have to know Jesus and he has to have my heart.